Moving on.

I didn’t ask you to marry me, Hell, I didn’t even ask you what we were, All I asked you was for a single phone call And your words were, “I promise”. A promise that never showed. Not even a single fucking phone call you were capable of doing. That pushed me to move on.…

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Monthly Visits.

For those of you who don’t know me, I was born on July 7. That makes me a cancer, the most emotional sign in the horoscope. Not only am I a moon-child (which is basically what the crab sign is called), my moon sign is Scorpio and I’m a lefty (which make me a right-brained…

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You Can Choose Your Battles.

Why do we argue? Why do we add more negativity to situations that won’t be important in five years? why do we get all worked up to eventually waste our energy? we say things we will eventually regret and we give power to the other person’s words and let them hurt us to try to…

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Hurt people, Hurt other people.

I’ve realized that there are a lot of negative people out there, I won’t say around the world, because I haven’t traveled much, but in New York, which is where I am currently living, there’s pretty much a negative person everywhere you turn. I’m strong though, I am learning to build up a strong wall…

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Love Letter to Myself

Dear Shirly, Right now, you listen to a lot of Elvis Presley, you’re extremely curious about people, and you’re very sensitive, you want to be kinder but people are used to rudeness so they will be rude to everyone else because you know they’re rejected and neglected. You can’t force someone out of their habit,…

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Next: Trip to Trinidad.

I’ve decided to travel to Trinidad with a coworker as a gift to myself and an added bonus to the independence development I’m currently going through. Although I’m not by myself 100%, the trip to another country without my family to rely on is a huge deal alone. Finding a detachment from my family is…

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My current problem: Anxiety

I have a confession to make: I have realized my anxiety has been stopping me from fully giving myself to acting. I think about acting and how much I love it, how much I’ve given myself to this journey, my process, how much I’ve grown, how strongly I feel about my purpose to this craft,…

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