I’ve come across people who don’t care about me way too often. Either they’re dealing with their own issues, are ignorant or just want don’t want to accept you for who you are for god knows what reason. which can be extremely upsetting… trust me, I know.
Please understand misery loves company, and if you aren’t the way they are in any way, they will either do anything possible to change you into the way they are OR they’ll reject you completely, making you feel as though there is something wrong with you.
but believe me when I say: there is absolutely nothing wrong with you, it’s something I have to tell myself all the time; because I just can’t accept the fact that I have to compromise myself, my beliefs, joy, etc. to make someone else like me or believe that I am worth their friendship or acceptance.
To this I say: screw them! they’re not meant to be in my life, because without them, I was happy and am going to be happy, and if someone really wants you in your life, trust me…. it will be effortless, because they will make as much of an effort to be in your life as you’d make to be in theirs.
I like to believe that I never have to go completely out of my way to force someone to like me, I like to believe I can be myself and the people who like me will and the ones who don’t, won’t… but to those who don’t, I won’t let them change me, or make them feel there is something wrong with me, I will honestly go out of my way to avoid these folks because honestly, I don’t need them in my life.
Additionally, there should never be any forcing…. things would naturally flow in your direction and both parties would be in sync to build a friendship…. or relationship, or partnership.
I hope you understand what I am saying…
I feel as though I need to talk about this because recently, I’ve been feeling like I put more effort into relationships than what they’re putting into to make me feel I am worth their time.
People have recently made me feel as if I bother too much, I’m too emotional or really I’m just too much over all and it’s hurt my ego, my confidence and I feel I need to stand up to this kind of feeling and fight back against the forces that want to put me down.
So many people feel shitty about themselves and the only way to feel better is to make someone feel below them, and discussing this gives me comfort and hopefully give you comfort as well.
Together we shall stand.
I’m an actress in pursuit of happiness and finding my truth. Through my writing I am able to release my thinking without being judged or having the need to impress people in this crazy world we’re living in. I hope that through my experience I inspire you to find your truth and version of happiness.