Hope you’re having a wonderful day. I’m here today because last night I was struggling to follow my impulse. I would like to specifically connect with the ladies.
Ok I don’t call it following my impulse, because it’s not a gut feeling….. or is it? O.O …… first, I want to begin my talking about my issue. Yesterday I craved ice-cream for hours….. after had just indulged myself with ICE-CREAM!
Have any of you been there? Honestly, it was not only frustrating but annoying because I’m learning to not only cut down on my bad-habits, but I’m working really hard on NOT indulging in my bad eating habits….
ANYWAY, I am fasting, plus I have begin working out, but yesterday in particular, I didn’t work out, I had breakfast, lunch and then ice-cream (usually I’ve cut it down to two meals a day because of quarantine life). I felt it was okay for me to indulge in the sweets because the gym really kicked my butt.
Full disclosure: every time I begin working out really hard, I always end up craving ice-cream…. nothing else. (Thought I should throw this out there).
I had the ice-cream around 3pm but by around 5pm, I already began craving more ice-cream! I want to lose weight, this is the last thing I want to be feeling! I tried to ignore the feeling (but to be honest with you, it lingered in the back of my mind for about three more hours)
I tried really hard to ignore the feeling, I even took a drive (I know, so dramatic)! But then the thought, “PMS” crossed my mind so I checked my calendar and realized my time of the month is the following week! So it’s completely normal for me to feel what I was feeling!
Knowing this made me feel a bit better, which also made me realize that I shouldn’t avoid my urges during this time because it’s painful, and emotional and difficult and well? A girl wants what she wants and, personally? I think we go through enough already for me to put myself in a position to ignore my feelings or whatever makes me happy.
I went right back home and opened up my delicious chocolate and vanilla ice-cream and ate it like it was the last food I’d eat on earth
I’d like to hear from the ladies, can you guys relate?
I’m an actress in pursuit of happiness and finding my truth. Through my writing I am able to release my thinking without being judged or having the need to impress people in this crazy world we’re living in. I hope that through my experience I inspire you to find your truth and version of happiness.